Monday, March 16, 2009

Obstacles and Trials

Obstacles -

Why do I continue to not do which is right?
Why do I sin on my pillow, this wretched of nights?

You have given me hope though! 
Through the holy spirit you haveth given me light.

To guide me through the shadows of the valley of death.
I wish for you. I want you.

Holy Spirit.

Do not hide your face. Listen to me. This is all I want.

 Communion is what I desire. Your presence, fellowship, participation, friendship, sharing weakness and comradeship.

As I take another breath and peer into the future I understand that it is by your grace that another breath shall follow.
As I take another step I let you take control of my path.
Guide me Jehovah. The Holy Trinity. Hold me up, lift me up.
Turn a sinner from his ways. Make the future filled with better days.

I saw things and rejoiced.
I am saved.
 I chose to abstain from the spiritual mind and
chose to accept of which my carnal flesh whispers in my ear.

I have come to a revelation. 
I have the fear. 

For I know even the righteous of heart can be enticed.
We can be thrown from the green pastures.
And return to where we once were.

It takes endurance. Strength through all trials and tribulations.
It takes Faith. A leap. A blind step.

I want that grin. That smile on my face that says. I trust in you.
When I lay down and awaken, pave my way.
Help me soar above mountainous obstacles.

I promise.

From this day forward.


 When I open my eyes and before I close them, I will be in communion with the Trinity.

I shall utter the words, "Good Morning Holy Spirit" when a new day abound.
I shall pray at night for as long as the spirit wills.
Pray until I am comforted.
Pray until I'm found.

Hold my hand O merciful Lord. For I humble myself.
I am not filled with broken promises. I am stronger then that.
Heres my cup Lord. Fill it up Lord. With your grace. 
Heres my heart Lord. Embrace it.
Heres my flesh Lord. Work through it.
For I am yours. Now and through eternity!
Amen.