Formulate a revision
of my mind and soul
write upon and erase my soiled personal narrative

Vindicate me O Lord and rise me up High!
Standing on my tip toes, reaching to the sky
I begin to falter and stumble and try

to remember your promise that was lifted up and put in a way,
which puts a smile on my face every single day.
Now I'm revised and my vision is clear, I can honestly say

"I have nothing to fear."
but you Lord
I honesty fear and of whom
I rejoice, 

your revision has 

returned my voice.

This revision was hard to come by.
The process:
filled with tears
filled with passion, determination and trust!
Once had gold, now have dust.

"What shall you chose? Lust and desire? No!
Rebuke your lust or you shall return to the fire!"
Away from the natural, go towards the light!
Be lifted up with zeal and might.

Your word glows and the oil flows
The candle flickers, the wind blows.
You were lost, where to go?

Hold my hand, close your eyes.
Take the leap with me. 

For I will be here.

Through storms and weather
that wish to cloud the light.

Which turn you against, your brother, your mother.
I start to fight.

I begin to drown. I am lost, as I continue down
the light fades as I take my last breath I scream out in protest

" Revise me! Return me to the surface! I wish to be new!
I will humble myself, to be more like you!"

My breath has returned and senses renewed.
I gag and repent as the spirit twirls before my eyes
The Heavenly essence is indescribable
The Hand of God transcendent.
I feel as If I am dreaming.

It has begun. 

Through the narrow gate you have passed.
You have struggled through adversity. 

You have love. You have my garden.
Rejoice! 

For Your heart is unsoiled,

 lay in the grass.
Of my green pastures.