Monday, September 1, 2008


Doors, Walls and Windows.

Before you were lost and had no escape. There was a brick wall that blocked your path towards the truth. Each and every day you can work hard to demolish this wall that contains your beliefs. Brick by brick ,idea by idea you change your opportunities.

When the wall is low enough to climb do not be afraid of what is on the other side. Change is difficult but if you have faith in the unseen ,making the trek becomes much more easier.

When you land upon the other side work in haste. Pick up the tools you have learned and rebuild the wall to seperate you from unrightousness.

Create a door with a lock so you can look back upon which you were. You now have the key and you are in control of where you belong. If you were smart enough you would have created some windows within the wall of truth. In doing so you will not have to deal with some of the unrigtouness that would diffuse into your free mind. By creating a window
you can peer into the past whist the alimighty liar peers through the keyhole waiting for your return.

Understand that your past self and your past ideologies belong on the other side of the door and that you will never fall into the hands of the devil.

Cognitive

- Gears of the Mind -
The gears of my mind grind towards a definite but obscure goal. My dreams tell me to be a better man but my conscious mind tells me otherwise. My dreams lead me to believe that nothing is impossible whilst my rationale drags me towards oblivion.
My mind contains an algorithm. Although I cannot escape which has been programed, if I so choose I can alter the input and hopefully receive a somewhat desirable output.
Before I didn't understand that I could be in control. Others took control of the reins and left me lost in translation. I now dictate my feelings thoughts and actions. No drug, person or entity can replace me. I will no longer ride shotgun for I am in the drivers seat.
If I fall or take one hand off the steering wheel I have a friend to help me vear and avoid the potholes of life. If I become lethargic and start to fall into a slumber my family will awaken me and point me in the right direction. Before the signs pointing towards success were fuzzy and were written in a language I couldn't understand.

With proper treatment and a sociological cane I have regain stability and the gears of my mind now turn in the right direction.Now that I have questioned my rationale my dreams seem to be trying to bring me back to which what I was so accustomed to. I am presented with mountainous obstacles and minuscule ambitions. I have tested the waters of oblivion and now I understand that anything is possible. A moutain now is but a grain of sand.